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Wednesday, January 29, 2014

U S A

SYAHIRA EZANI DATUK ALI
yaa, she's one of the candidate .

The only problem is,

UNGKU SYAZA AFIQAH

Urghh
She's fatimah's  f4
Yazo's ex toeng
Yaaa, she's Yazo's
The one who I admired last year

Yaaa
Ungku Syaza 'kacau' me
I don't know what to do at the moment she gave me a mesz but I didn't reply and she called me at 1S which have no one at that time .
She asked me why I didn't reply and I'm silly
I asked her for some time
She gave me three days .
And the third day, she asked to compound with her if I accept her .
But that evening is so busy .
Night .
Omg !! I went .
That's mean I already have a toeng .

Yaaaaa
She's kind, cute .. She loves smiling .
And she's somehow

ADORABLE

but ....
I don't know if I have to choose her or Syahira
Syahira might getting hurt if I tell her bout this
But ..
Even I know someday she'll find out bout Ungku Syaza too .
I don't know but there's something that made me don't wanna leave her or hurt her
I don't know
Can I just keep it a secret till 2016 ?
She's out of Stf at that time
And I'm f4 already
Syahira is f3 at that time
That will be okay right ?

Somebody please help me !!

I'm Home !

I'm home !
Oh yeah, actually no one cares .
Its been a long time since I 'visit' my diary .
Urghhh
I've a lot of story .

One of them is,,,

Bout f1 .
Ermmm
I .... I'm not conscious but ...
I'm kinda kind to f1 
But since glofe had a meeting,
I'm a bit seniority to them .
But only a bit .
I love it .
Its my true colour .
Who are kind to me, respect me as f2, I kind to her .

And there's a girl .
Named, Syahira Ezani DATUK Ali
DATUK, lemme repeat it, DATUK Ali
Yaa, she's a rich girl .
And I found out she's admiring me
She's kinda cute . kind . respective .
Monitress of 1T .
Actually,,, TBH,,
I gave her a mesz on her first day at Stf .
And she thought I 'kacau' her .
Time to time, she's already admiring me .
And she gave me a mesz already !
Happy Holz mesz .
Coz I gave her one first . she appreciated it a lot .
I feel appreciated too .
I'm happy if people loves mine .
What I did .
She asked my bornday . 
She wanted to buy a gift for my birthday !
She asked what I want but I felt guilty if I just said why I want coz she's a f1, not my formmate .
Whatever it is, I felt like I'll fine with her .
If she wants our relay more than friends,
Yaaaa, why not? XDDD